YouTube - Hans Zimmer - Time

....

Trees needed to focus on there life's !
It is not easy to grow so much in so long !
Growing is forever - they whispered !

Midnight prelude !

With tears in my eyes, i looked inside myself and asked - why?

There's no hope in my mind, there no trust!

You just want me to be faithfully yours, 

But you never were faithfully mine!

Of course, i had sorrows, 

I'm sure you have yours....

But you never talked to me, you never shared !

You can say that i'm the failure and it's my fault !

But truly- it's only yours !   

You changed your heart ! 

You changed your mind - where you'll go now ?

You changed your price,

You betrayed us all !

Peace.

There will be no PEACE ! 

Trader, lover, pain and suffer !

That is all i got from my love,

from my trust ?

I was awake, the sun made my vision to blur. You were beside me and you smiled in your sleep. 

I thought i am happy, i thought you were too. But the higher you get, the lower you will fall.....

That smile wasn't for me as you lips whispered another's persons name.

and I felt like i was shoot by Lighting !

There was no chance, there was no dream.

The reality was deadly to you,

And for Me !

But somewhere in my mind i heard -

Peace.

There will be no PEACE ! 

Trader, lover, pain and suffer !

That is all i got from my love,

from my trust ?

Everybody has more than personality inside Them !

YouTube - Holding Onto Hope - Between Failure and Fraud

YouTube - Holding Onto Hope - Between Failure and Fraud

pavasaris

Tā lietus smarža, tik netverami burvīga...

No kokiem pilieni tik liegi,

Triecas pret tevi tie tik viegli!

No mākoņiem pilieni tik ātri,

Ar spēku pret zemi sastop nāvi.

To pieskāriens, kaut tev tik maigs,

viņiem tas ir nāvējošs.

Tas aromāts tik svaigs,

Tik netverami laisks.

just like this song - brings back some memories !

bilžu gājiens....

The bazar street 
Listen to the silence, that comes in the morning, when everybody else is still asleep.Listen to the city, that rises in morning, when sun has just appeared on the horizon.Listen to the things, that they all have a story, where you might have taken a part.Listen to your self, that you still have soul, which need’s to feed with positive emotions.

Crow 

Like crow’s feathers after the Rain, you had your hair disorderly,

Like 80 housewife, you had your vest with lozenges.

I liked your eyes in night, when you slept right next to me,

I liked your touch, when you were in love with me! 

Faith in Destiny 
I had a dream.But i can’t remember it.No mater how hard i tried, I can’t find a way to bring it back.So closed my eyes in direction pointed to the sky,And tried to gain faith in destiny. 

into the myst 
No one know’s, what lie’s ahead.I don’t know, what stayed behind.You’re the one that I still love,I’m the one who don’t care’s. 
Into the mist we both are.But in the start,Nobody knew how it’s gonna be.Which one will get hurt,Or which of us will be lost.But i’m still here -finding the truth,And you’re still by side- trying not to burst!

Born From Star Dust 
Look into my eyes you sad.Don’t be afraid, you continued! We’re both born from stardusts baby,I’m gonna help you get out from oblivion!

this music inspires me !

For Latvians.

There was one moment, there is one life.
We both had an option, be together or turn around and die.
When the light hit the ground,
I had my mind cleared and my thoughts right!
You were my option, it's no mistake.
And I am your's - you can't denied !
When the spider made his web over my body,
I did know, There's no dough, I'm still yours and you're still mine.

Still with you on my heart, Still with you- that's no lie.
Here i am, just don't be afraid.
I'll be waiting for you for eternity....

I woke up, it was a dream.
A dream about love and hearts - I didn't know i can dream...
I didn't know i have a heart,
I didn't know i can love!

From left side i'm red.
From middle i'm white.
From right i'm red again.
I'm so soft, i am your's...
I'm the Latvian flag,
That no one will conquer!


Now you know, why i love you!
And i'm always will be in you heart.
So please never forget me,
No mater were you go and how far....

life

Man is a mistery, just 2 egg's and one heart, with mind filled with thoughts 

and creative person he is, but also he has a passion to kill 

all essential beings! 

This is why he is above all other animals!

Cage - I Never Knew You

You're always dying inside
That much closer to home
A crowded street corner
Surrounded by people, all alone.
Pain in the heart
Ran in the dark
The wind is glum and bitter
She walks around the corner
Its like she brought the sun with her
Then everything just brightened up
I couldn't make this up
My fingers in my eyes as she walked by
Like I was waking up
In so many words
I couldn't string a sentence together to bother her
I instantly forgot all my plans and started to follow her
.... [full]

Esība smaržo - Imants Daksis

Ai, bitīte, putekšņu vācēja
Ziedu smaržās paiet tavs mūžs
Ai, bitīte, saulītes māsiņa
Tu riņķo, tu ap zemeslodi skrien

Ai, bitīte, kur gan tu steidzies
Nāc piesēdi un pastāsti kā iet
Bet tu ar savu dziesmu garām 
Pat neatskaties kā mums šeit klājās

Miljons ziedu un vēl mazliet
Tikai vienu reizi katru ziedu izmīlēt
Miljons planētu un vēl mazliet
Tikai vienu reizi tu uz katras no tām nokļūt spēj (bet 
spēj)

Ai, bitīte, zinu jau zinu
Tev laika nav priekš tādiem kā mēs
Tāpat kā saule mūžīgi spīd
Tavs ceļš caur ziedošiem klajumiem slīd

Tāpat kā saule cilvēku uzsūc
Līdz smagā miesa gaismā top
Tāpat tu izmīlē ziedu
Jūsu īsās mīlas bērns ir medus asariņa

Miljons ziedu un vēl mazliet
Tikai vienu reizi katru ziedu izmīlēt
Miljons planētu un vēl mazliet
Tikai vienu reizi tu uz katras no tām nokļūt spēj (bet 
spēj)

Tagad es zinu jau zinu, ka esība smaržo pēc medus
Tagad es zinu jau zinu, ka esība smaržo pēc medus 
(smaržo pēc medus)

Vakar šī dziesma, kautgan jau simtiem reizes klausīta, atkal paņēma mani savos apskāvienos, un nelaida vaļā!!!

Expire Scream

I will survive,

I'm gonna get You.

No matter of Time,

I'll find you! 

____

Well you can hide,

Well you can scream, for help.-

It doesn't matter to me.

But girl just please stop dreaming,

You even can be invisible,

Untouchable, Unfindable,

But girl it doesn't matter to me.

I will survive,

I'm gonna get you.

No matter of time, 

I will find you.

The time for you have expired,

But my time had raised from the Dead,

Well i just know that you don't care.

When my life will come to the end,

I know you will laugh as hard as you can,

But girl this shit doesn't matter to me.

Stop ... running ...

Stop ... hiding ...

Stop ... hating ...

Stop this time please

____

I will survive,

I'm gonna find you.

No matter time,

I will find you.

My last's night's dream ...

[this actually comes before "One way explanation"]


Hmmm….. dreams …. when i’m gonna get one ?


She was the beauty of the night and day, she loved cat’s and she was really nice.


But i was the zombie, the one who always could make her smile or cry, with only one word, that came out of my mouth … 

And- as normal relationship’s- there’s always was someone - the third person- who was too jealous about it, and he always talk about us behind our back- bad things- lies. But he always hide behind references and masks - leaving a good runaway/ getaway option for himself … Well he must be coward.

And so our world collapse - between lie’s and stress, between fight’s and cheating. I’m so sorry for all i have done to You. I’m so sorry for my mistakes

But i’m still the same - zombie? ... Maybe a monster ? 

But one thing is for sure - One day we will find our way to new world, to new hope to unknown …. 

You know - I will became the raven i want … I will become better - will try …. for you, for my self, for the future. 

And You - You don’t change. Stay the beautiful girl of night, the beauty of my dreams. Stay the same - your perfect! 

You were perfect for me.

So let’s look at the nature of humans - we have so many opinions, levels, side minded thoughts - but only one heart. 

Don’t break other persons heart, and don’t let your heart be broken. 

Good night. 

The End 

One way explanation

[0:56:25] Constantine: You were perfect you were
[0:56:50] Constantine: before you let so many evil butterfly to rip out you heart ...

[0:57:25] Constantine: when you let the fire burn out - from you

[0:58:06] Constantine: when OUR world collapse ...
[0:58:17] Constantine: when we found our self
[0:58:26] Constantine: in world of destruction
[0:58:48] Constantine: of world
[0:59:02] Constantine: were we weren't together
[0:59:08] Constantine: anymore

[0:59:36] Constantine: we became like ghosts
[1:00:12] Constantine: that just run true other people life ...
[1:00:29] Constantine: true our lives
[1:00:36] Constantine: true our hearts

[1:01:56] Constantine: no matter what happened
[1:03:11] Constantine: you always stayed the same
[1:03:33] Constantine: you rocked
[1:03:37] Constantine: totally
[1:03:44] Constantine: you stayed cool
[1:04:15] Constantine: no matter what every body sad
[1:04:21] Constantine: almost every time
[1:04:29] Constantine: you stayed cool

[1:05:14] Constantine: and every time when we met again we touched each other
[1:07:24] Constantine: and we forgot every thing that had happened
[1:07:35] Constantine: that had been told
[1:07:48| Constantine: that will happen
[1:08:03]
[1:08:46] Constantine: i'm so sorry about that that i couldn't see that you heart were ripped out/ burned out ...


[1:14:48] Constantine: you said - It's my fault
[1:14:56] Constantine: but no it was mine
[1:15:09] Constantine: because i killed it - our passion
[1:15:16] Constantine: i was the joker
[1:15:31] Constantine: that never took anything serious
[1:16:04] Constantine: i ripped you heart
[1:16:26] Constantine: like bloody idiot

[1:16:39] Constantine: okay
[1:16:49] Constantine: you became an astronaut
[1:16:58] Constantine: and i became a raven
[1:17:23] Constantine: and there the biggest shit happened
[1:17:28] Constantine: because
[1:17:46] Constantine: between the sky and universe
[1:18:47] Constantine: are too much free space ...
[1:18:50] Constantine: too much
[1:19:01] Constantine: emptiness
[1:19:12]
[1:19:32] Constantine: that was the time when something
[1:19:57] Constantine: was killed
[1:20:19] Constantine: when something hit us - and burned us out ...

[1:20:43] Constantine: yes
[1:20:57] Constantine: i was the Bad and you were the Angel
[1:21:09] Constantine: a least the angel of my life ...

[1:21:50] Constantine: i always will stay the boy you loved
[1:22:06] Constantine: but could i become the Man ???

[1:23:32] Constantine: and you
[1:23:43] Constantine: you always will my blonde
[1:23:49] Constantine: my sweet
[1:23:55] Constantine: my awesome
[1:24:02] Constantine: amazing
[1:24:28] Constantine: first
[1:24:35] Constantine: and always
[1:24:41] Constantine: my love

[1:25:55] Constantine: you were different and i loved it
[1:26:00] Constantine: and i still do

[1:27:48] Constantine: i hope the snakes, that spit there venom on us will die alone and in vain

[1:28:54] Constantine: and i hope that will have my backbone to get over this....

[1:29:41] Constantine: but i too destructed from inside to let someone hit me again

[1:29:57] Constantine: but maybe one day -maybe
[1:30:11] Constantine: we will be reunited
[1:30:17] Constantine: but now
[1:30:25] Constantine: ... i don't know
[1:30:37] Constantine: - now i need time

[1:31:43] Constantine: to fight my inner demons and angels

[1:32:23] Constantine: to become a better raven and more importantly

[1:33:43] Constantine: a better person
[1:33:53] Constantine: hoping for smile...
[1:34:01] Constantine: the end
[1:34:09] Constantine: THE END

Pro.Kra.Stories Part 2.2

Acis atveras pēc kādām 2 stundām un gulta bija tukša, sāka likties, ka tas viss ir bijis tikai sapnis. Lielisks sapnis no kura negribas pamosties.
Kājas īsti neklausa, bet gaisu pildīja kāda laba smarža.
Tur viņas bija, tikai apakšveļā- cepa pankūkas.
Šoks.
Pāris priecīgi izsaucieni. Skūpsti. Brokastis pēcpusdienā. Atgriežas dzīvības pazīmes un  atkal var dzirdēt kā sitas sirds...
Nu bija tas brīdis, kad nācās noskaidrot, kas īsti vakar notika. Starp Viskiju un alu. Starp cigaretēm un Tekilu.
Fonā skan mūzika un viss dzirdētais liekas neticam.

Pro.Kra.Stories Part 2.1

No rīta pamodos, mazliet griezēs galva, vēders kņudinātāja, bet tad nebija nekas salīdzinot ar tām divām meitenēm, kas gulēja pie katra sāna gulēja pie katra sāna pa vienai. Viena blonda - otra tumšmate. Abas bija svarīga liecība neskaidrajam alkohola raksturam kas virmoja gaisā.
Dziļš elpas vilciens un sajūtu to kā abas šīs meitenes cenšas būt tuvāk.
Beidzas centieni pievilkt tuvāk, abas padodas un piespiežas pie sāniem vēl ciešāk.
Ir karsti, galvā lēnām sāk parādīties vakardienas kadri. Jūtos apjucis, jo kopainu šim gala rezultātam es nekādīgi neredzu ....

Pro.Kra.Stories part 1

Viss sākas tik vienkārši un naivi. Viens īsziņa, viens zvans, īsa saruna. Otra īsziņa, jau garāks zvans un drīz sekos tikšanās. Nosalst pirksti un cigaretes vairs neliekas tik pievilcīgas.
Smaids, sveiciens, apskāviens, īsa vārdu apmaiņa un tiek nopirkts alkohols.
Atkal salst pirksti steidzīgi tiek likti soļi, lai ātrāk nonāktu siltumā. Jau brīdi vēlāk tiek atvērts pirmais alus. Tam seko daudz dažādu sarunu, smieklu, atmiņu un acu skatienu savīšanās. Pāris cigaretes un pāris dziesmas, kam tiek dziedāts līdzi.
Dīvāns izvilkts, bet palaga nav.
Sega uzlikta, bet pārvalka nav.
Atkal smiekli un negaidīti seko pieskārieni. Viens mirklis un pazuda drēbes, bet ķermeņi pazuda zem segas uz dīvāna bez palaga, bez pārvalka.
Pieskārien seko skūpsts, smaids - seko pieskārien, vaids - seko smaids.Nopūtas un dziļi elpas vilcieni. Tiek dota pavēle, itkā kā lūgsna un drēbes atkal ir mugurā, atkal salst pirksti.
Veikals.
Sāku pie sevis žēloties, ka man nav cimdu.
Siltums.
Ieejot pa durvīm uzreiz bija dzirdama tecoša ūdens skaņa. Tiek sperti soļi un tur viņa bija, tai mugurā tikai mana sporta jaka un ūdens, kas tecēja pa kājām un strauji pazuda kaut kur caurulēs.
Tiek aizmirsts viss.
Jau atkal pazuda apģērbs.
"Vai tev nebūtu iebildumi, ja es tev maigi pieglaustos, un klusi murrātu pie auss?", tā skanēja jautājums, bet atbilde- "Tikai tad ja es spēšu sajust tavu dvēseli..."
Un dvēsele tika sajusta. Klusa nopūta, jau skaļāks vaids. Sviedri, viegli sviedri. Sāk parādīties nogurums. Tas atkal pazūd un atkal parādās, bet liekas ka laiks vairs neeksistē.

.

Sarkanos palagos ietītas jūtas - Viņas miesa.

Melnbaltos pārvalkos ietīti vaidi - Viņas lūpas.

Mēnessgaismas samaitāti,

Mēs esam savu jūtu vergi.
.

Vēl stundu pēc sekoja glāsti un pieskārieni, skūpsti, kas veltīti no viena otram. Bet zinot savas nākotnes vīzijas tika saprasts, ka nav lemts būt kopā. Bet tas mūs neatrāva vienu no otra, tas mūs satuvināja, jo zinājām, ka šis vakars var būt vienīgai, kad varam būt kopā.

Pienāca rīts.

Blāva gaisma caur cauriem aizkariem sūtīja savu gaismu uz mums, brīdinot, ka šim sapnim ir pienācis gals.

Pēc kāda laika bija daudz kas no atmiņas zudis, bet tas vēl nē.

Skaņas, gaismas, saskarsme un kluss čuksts - Zvērs. Atskanēja smiekli un radās jautājums - tas bija nopietni vai nē - bet viņas siltais ķermenis, kas pieglaudās man klāt, deva man vēlamu, pozitīvu atbildi.

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Ziniet, no turienes arī mītu pasaule rodas,

Jo mītos dievi no Haosa protas.

Kad Zevs pār cilvēci varu guva,

Tad Cilvēce uz zemes aizvien varenāka kļuva.

Bet kad ar laiku pat dievi tika gāzti,

Mainījās mīti un radās jauni stāsti.

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Ievads

[Projekts_Krauklis]

Šeit ir tas, ko es uzskatu par savu radošo darbu augli.

Jūsu priekam un laimei

nevis kaut ko tādu, kas jums ir vajadzīgs ikdienai, bet

ko tādu, ko es jums prezentēju,

lai jūsu pelēkā ikdiena kļūtu pilnīgāka,

košāka, gaišāka un jums būtu vēlme atgriezties ...

Es jums varu prezentēt Mūziku, Fotogrāfiju,

Dzeju jeb Stanzas, Mākslu.

Es esmu atvērts visam jaunajam,

visam lieliskajam šajā pasaulē.

Un vienmēr esmu gatavs pieņemt

vēl kādu savā draugu lokā...

[Pro_Kra]

Moonchild

White moon on the sky,
I ask myself ,
Why did her had to lie?

Blue water in the sea,
I ask you here,
Why I can not dream?

Like I have no heart,
No dreams of porcelain.
Where is my love emotions,
Where is our tower of love pollution's.

What gets in my arms,
Can make you real harm.
As Nixon was the slave,
No one knows what did he gave.
Gave the peace and trust,
As the Moon-child of the dust.

Atziņa kas parādījās man acu priekšā......

Ziniet, man liekas, ka es šodien esmu sapratis ko tādu
no kā es visu laiku izvairījos un kas man likās nereāls....
To redzot, es domāju, ka drošvien atkal esmu
pa dienu izslēdzies pie datora, jo tas, tas nav reāli -
tāda lieta neeksistē, tāda lieta tikai tiek izdomāta lai
raksturotu dažādas citas lietas kuras ir grūti aprakstīt....
Man liekas, ka mani kaut kas ir caurdūris..

Bet šodien es biju savu pieņēmumu un viedokļu kara krustugunīs,
jo es savām acīm esmu redzējis pretējo.... un man liekas,
ka tas tagad mainīs manu ikdienu.... un ne tikai manu.