this music inspires me !

For Latvians.

There was one moment, there is one life.
We both had an option, be together or turn around and die.
When the light hit the ground,
I had my mind cleared and my thoughts right!
You were my option, it's no mistake.
And I am your's - you can't denied !
When the spider made his web over my body,
I did know, There's no dough, I'm still yours and you're still mine.

Still with you on my heart, Still with you- that's no lie.
Here i am, just don't be afraid.
I'll be waiting for you for eternity....

I woke up, it was a dream.
A dream about love and hearts - I didn't know i can dream...
I didn't know i have a heart,
I didn't know i can love!

From left side i'm red.
From middle i'm white.
From right i'm red again.
I'm so soft, i am your's...
I'm the Latvian flag,
That no one will conquer!


Now you know, why i love you!
And i'm always will be in you heart.
So please never forget me,
No mater were you go and how far....

life

Man is a mistery, just 2 egg's and one heart, with mind filled with thoughts 

and creative person he is, but also he has a passion to kill 

all essential beings! 

This is why he is above all other animals!

Cage - I Never Knew You

You're always dying inside
That much closer to home
A crowded street corner
Surrounded by people, all alone.
Pain in the heart
Ran in the dark
The wind is glum and bitter
She walks around the corner
Its like she brought the sun with her
Then everything just brightened up
I couldn't make this up
My fingers in my eyes as she walked by
Like I was waking up
In so many words
I couldn't string a sentence together to bother her
I instantly forgot all my plans and started to follow her
.... [full]

Esība smaržo - Imants Daksis

Ai, bitīte, putekšņu vācēja
Ziedu smaržās paiet tavs mūžs
Ai, bitīte, saulītes māsiņa
Tu riņķo, tu ap zemeslodi skrien

Ai, bitīte, kur gan tu steidzies
Nāc piesēdi un pastāsti kā iet
Bet tu ar savu dziesmu garām 
Pat neatskaties kā mums šeit klājās

Miljons ziedu un vēl mazliet
Tikai vienu reizi katru ziedu izmīlēt
Miljons planētu un vēl mazliet
Tikai vienu reizi tu uz katras no tām nokļūt spēj (bet 
spēj)

Ai, bitīte, zinu jau zinu
Tev laika nav priekš tādiem kā mēs
Tāpat kā saule mūžīgi spīd
Tavs ceļš caur ziedošiem klajumiem slīd

Tāpat kā saule cilvēku uzsūc
Līdz smagā miesa gaismā top
Tāpat tu izmīlē ziedu
Jūsu īsās mīlas bērns ir medus asariņa

Miljons ziedu un vēl mazliet
Tikai vienu reizi katru ziedu izmīlēt
Miljons planētu un vēl mazliet
Tikai vienu reizi tu uz katras no tām nokļūt spēj (bet 
spēj)

Tagad es zinu jau zinu, ka esība smaržo pēc medus
Tagad es zinu jau zinu, ka esība smaržo pēc medus 
(smaržo pēc medus)

Vakar šī dziesma, kautgan jau simtiem reizes klausīta, atkal paņēma mani savos apskāvienos, un nelaida vaļā!!!

Expire Scream

I will survive,

I'm gonna get You.

No matter of Time,

I'll find you! 

____

Well you can hide,

Well you can scream, for help.-

It doesn't matter to me.

But girl just please stop dreaming,

You even can be invisible,

Untouchable, Unfindable,

But girl it doesn't matter to me.

I will survive,

I'm gonna get you.

No matter of time, 

I will find you.

The time for you have expired,

But my time had raised from the Dead,

Well i just know that you don't care.

When my life will come to the end,

I know you will laugh as hard as you can,

But girl this shit doesn't matter to me.

Stop ... running ...

Stop ... hiding ...

Stop ... hating ...

Stop this time please

____

I will survive,

I'm gonna find you.

No matter time,

I will find you.

My last's night's dream ...

[this actually comes before "One way explanation"]


Hmmm….. dreams …. when i’m gonna get one ?


She was the beauty of the night and day, she loved cat’s and she was really nice.


But i was the zombie, the one who always could make her smile or cry, with only one word, that came out of my mouth … 

And- as normal relationship’s- there’s always was someone - the third person- who was too jealous about it, and he always talk about us behind our back- bad things- lies. But he always hide behind references and masks - leaving a good runaway/ getaway option for himself … Well he must be coward.

And so our world collapse - between lie’s and stress, between fight’s and cheating. I’m so sorry for all i have done to You. I’m so sorry for my mistakes

But i’m still the same - zombie? ... Maybe a monster ? 

But one thing is for sure - One day we will find our way to new world, to new hope to unknown …. 

You know - I will became the raven i want … I will become better - will try …. for you, for my self, for the future. 

And You - You don’t change. Stay the beautiful girl of night, the beauty of my dreams. Stay the same - your perfect! 

You were perfect for me.

So let’s look at the nature of humans - we have so many opinions, levels, side minded thoughts - but only one heart. 

Don’t break other persons heart, and don’t let your heart be broken. 

Good night. 

The End 

One way explanation

[0:56:25] Constantine: You were perfect you were
[0:56:50] Constantine: before you let so many evil butterfly to rip out you heart ...

[0:57:25] Constantine: when you let the fire burn out - from you

[0:58:06] Constantine: when OUR world collapse ...
[0:58:17] Constantine: when we found our self
[0:58:26] Constantine: in world of destruction
[0:58:48] Constantine: of world
[0:59:02] Constantine: were we weren't together
[0:59:08] Constantine: anymore

[0:59:36] Constantine: we became like ghosts
[1:00:12] Constantine: that just run true other people life ...
[1:00:29] Constantine: true our lives
[1:00:36] Constantine: true our hearts

[1:01:56] Constantine: no matter what happened
[1:03:11] Constantine: you always stayed the same
[1:03:33] Constantine: you rocked
[1:03:37] Constantine: totally
[1:03:44] Constantine: you stayed cool
[1:04:15] Constantine: no matter what every body sad
[1:04:21] Constantine: almost every time
[1:04:29] Constantine: you stayed cool

[1:05:14] Constantine: and every time when we met again we touched each other
[1:07:24] Constantine: and we forgot every thing that had happened
[1:07:35] Constantine: that had been told
[1:07:48| Constantine: that will happen
[1:08:03]
[1:08:46] Constantine: i'm so sorry about that that i couldn't see that you heart were ripped out/ burned out ...


[1:14:48] Constantine: you said - It's my fault
[1:14:56] Constantine: but no it was mine
[1:15:09] Constantine: because i killed it - our passion
[1:15:16] Constantine: i was the joker
[1:15:31] Constantine: that never took anything serious
[1:16:04] Constantine: i ripped you heart
[1:16:26] Constantine: like bloody idiot

[1:16:39] Constantine: okay
[1:16:49] Constantine: you became an astronaut
[1:16:58] Constantine: and i became a raven
[1:17:23] Constantine: and there the biggest shit happened
[1:17:28] Constantine: because
[1:17:46] Constantine: between the sky and universe
[1:18:47] Constantine: are too much free space ...
[1:18:50] Constantine: too much
[1:19:01] Constantine: emptiness
[1:19:12]
[1:19:32] Constantine: that was the time when something
[1:19:57] Constantine: was killed
[1:20:19] Constantine: when something hit us - and burned us out ...

[1:20:43] Constantine: yes
[1:20:57] Constantine: i was the Bad and you were the Angel
[1:21:09] Constantine: a least the angel of my life ...

[1:21:50] Constantine: i always will stay the boy you loved
[1:22:06] Constantine: but could i become the Man ???

[1:23:32] Constantine: and you
[1:23:43] Constantine: you always will my blonde
[1:23:49] Constantine: my sweet
[1:23:55] Constantine: my awesome
[1:24:02] Constantine: amazing
[1:24:28] Constantine: first
[1:24:35] Constantine: and always
[1:24:41] Constantine: my love

[1:25:55] Constantine: you were different and i loved it
[1:26:00] Constantine: and i still do

[1:27:48] Constantine: i hope the snakes, that spit there venom on us will die alone and in vain

[1:28:54] Constantine: and i hope that will have my backbone to get over this....

[1:29:41] Constantine: but i too destructed from inside to let someone hit me again

[1:29:57] Constantine: but maybe one day -maybe
[1:30:11] Constantine: we will be reunited
[1:30:17] Constantine: but now
[1:30:25] Constantine: ... i don't know
[1:30:37] Constantine: - now i need time

[1:31:43] Constantine: to fight my inner demons and angels

[1:32:23] Constantine: to become a better raven and more importantly

[1:33:43] Constantine: a better person
[1:33:53] Constantine: hoping for smile...
[1:34:01] Constantine: the end
[1:34:09] Constantine: THE END